School Life

What to say what to say... I always have some sort of topic to post on some sort of thing to inform you all about but today I just don't. I mean I have ramblings and musings. I always have plenty of those to share. I have many facts and stories I could relay...But today my blog will have more of my own voice I guess. I think I'll talk about when I was in school. I graduated high school a few years ago. School was a bad time for me. Not just because I was teenager and all teenagers dislike school. I liked learning ok I loved learning...I just hated the cliques in school the taunts the threats. High school wasent as bad as middle school but I think I was slightly traumatized by middle school so high scool sucked aswell. In middle school I was threatened almost everyday teased taunted and whatever else they could come up with. I had friends but some of them even werent that great. I did have a few very close friends who helped me get through just barley. I don't know why a few different groups of people decided to pick me for the butt of their taunts threats and physical hate but they did. I was never severly beaten up. The worst physical damage they did was a slap or two or a push against a bench. But some of them were just constantly there. In gym classes. In the hall. Everywhere. A few of them were a grade ahead of me but were in my gym classes. (split classes) Those were the worst days I can remember. One day in an art class I was being threatened by one person. She seemed serious about kicking my ass. She said she was going to hurt me badly after school. She said all this with a teacher 2 feet away and my friends near me aswell. Im sure the teacher heard the threat but I am sure the teacher was also drunk or high. After that class I was hurrying to my next class when the person stopped me in the hall. I don't remember what she said but she slapped me a few times on the face then walked away. I was going to the office I was going to go home and one of this girls croonies stopped me and threatend me not to say anything. Since this croonie was going to be in my next class I was definite on not going there. I ended up going home and the school ended up finding out about the situation. I stayed at home for 3 days terrified of getting my ass kicked and the person who threatend me got one day suspension. This from a school with "Zero tolerance for bullies" If I went through this sistuation again I would have kicked that persons ass or at least got a few good punches in. That was in grade nine. And I'm ashamed to say I'm still slightly afraid that I will see this person around town. Years after the incident... It really has stuck with me.

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